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Oh lawd.

Oh lawd.

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May92013
He came and my roommate ruined the moment and he left again

He came and my roommate ruined the moment and he left again

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May52013

He is flying back to America. Right now.

Kev is on his way back to America right now.  He will be visiting campus late next week or early the week after.  I can’t even handle this.  I have missed him so much.  We have been texting and chatting and messaging and he sent me a postcard (my mail to him was lost and sent back… major fail-o)

I just can’t even handle it and Halfway Around the World by A*Teens just came on and I can’t.  I just can’t. FUCK AND JUST NOW DON’T PANIC BY COLDPLAY CAME ON LIFE WUT R U DOIN LIFE STAHP <///3

Ugh well he will be back soon and I just can’t.

Updates: J and I were in a great “just friends” place then he followed me back to “help put Ty to bed” and pushed his way into my  apartment and I had to fight him off of me and kick him out after fighting with him for about half an hour and so anything with him is entirely out of the question.

Handsome is still in the picture, but at a distance.  He’s friends with J so I don’t see him much now because I have been cutting J out of my life.  I hang out with Handsome’s roommate a lot though haha we are actually becoming good friends? Weird, I know.  Plus this girl that Handsome left a party with (our situation is very very casual, so that wasn’t a problem) doesn’t know that we were/are(?) hooking up and keeps trying to buddy up to me… I think she’s onto it but she isn’t the brightest… she says she wants to lose her V card to this guy and he is out of here in literally a week so whatever you obviously understand zilch and give zero fucks so I am not intimidated haha but it’s weird and I am not going to go looking to text him but we’ll see what happens if he reaches out to me haha I actually could not give fewer fucks about this whole situation now :p

There has been some stuff with my super earthy friend and he is lovely and funny and dances in public and sings and smiles and laughs and is worldly and stunning and just a really lovely guy with half fun friends and half fake-earthy friends so there are pros and cons… but sometimes he is just too out there and I don’t know if he’s something I should invest time in… ugh I just don’t know
And then I randomly asked a guy in the apartment below mine if he wanted to get coffee and we had really good conversation but not much chemistry… and then the next weekend we made lunch together and hung out for hours?  I don’t even know.  But he is fluent in italian and is lovely and very intelligent and a wonderful musician— and a great cook!
So with that I am just like brain stop just be patient and wait for Kev but then at the same time still like don’tttttt be counting on that you don’t even know what will happen when he visits campus what if he has stories about some other girl what if he is totally different in person and I can’t I just can’t
April252013
1mbue:

ugh favourite

1mbue:

ugh favourite

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